Yeeeeeeeeargh
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bee_yorkI've been so horrible at keeping in touch with people lately that I'm amazed anyone keeps contacting me, although of course I'm grateful that they do. ;) In all seriousness though this has GOT to stop, I'd NEVER forgive myself if I became one of those flaky people who you just end up losing contact with because it's so hard to get in touch with them or see them. It's just that I've been so overwhelmed lately with work. Having my own classroom is insane. I love it, but it's insane. I'm drained and exhausted and tired and busy and stressed all the time. I really do enjoy it, and it's certainly good stress, but omg.
Being engaged is stressful, too. I don't care how weird that sounds, because being in love for 7 years with my best friend who didn't love me back and then having him have a change of heart and give me an engagement ring is quite the adjustment for me to make. And that's quite an understatement.
I'm stressed about things that have nothing to do with marriage nor work, but I won't get into them now. I will soon though, I'm sure of it!
Anyway. Yay for the long and lovely Thanksgiving weekend. This means turkey at my parents' place on Sunday, YAY!
Also, on Saturday night I'm supposed to see some kind of (apparently quite experimental) play that is performed in someone's house, and you walk around and go into different rooms to see different parts of it. There's also no real start nor end to the play. Wtf is that? I don't know, but I'm gonna go check it out!
Being engaged is stressful, too. I don't care how weird that sounds, because being in love for 7 years with my best friend who didn't love me back and then having him have a change of heart and give me an engagement ring is quite the adjustment for me to make. And that's quite an understatement.
I'm stressed about things that have nothing to do with marriage nor work, but I won't get into them now. I will soon though, I'm sure of it!
Anyway. Yay for the long and lovely Thanksgiving weekend. This means turkey at my parents' place on Sunday, YAY!
Also, on Saturday night I'm supposed to see some kind of (apparently quite experimental) play that is performed in someone's house, and you walk around and go into different rooms to see different parts of it. There's also no real start nor end to the play. Wtf is that? I don't know, but I'm gonna go check it out!
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Date: 2009-10-10 12:35 am (UTC)I had a sort of "bumpy" ride with my BF too, I mean, it wasn't traditional in a sense. I'm so glad that things are going wonderful and sometimes it's like I can't believe it, you know? I guess sometimes we're apprehensive about things that seem too good to be true. I guess we just have to roll with it. :) Also, you're extremely lovable, how could he not fall for you? It was inevitable!
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Date: 2009-10-10 03:09 pm (UTC)If you don't mind my asking, how/when/where did you meet your BF?