uuuughhhh whyyyyyyyyyyyy (FML rant #398)

[bee_york]

Motherfuck I am so fucking sick, I have a fever, the chills, headache, sore throat, etc., on top of the fact I'm getting my period! I am so messed-up right and the cherry on the cake is that I seem to have lost my favourite hat, a black beret I got at H&M. How the fuck could I have lost a hat? How is that even possible? Did it just blow off my head and I didn't notice the sudden dip of temperature? Not to mention it could never blow off my head cuz it's pretty tight. I dunno, the world doesn't make sense. Now I have to go to H&M and buy a new one before they stop carrying it. Because, you know, that's *exactly* what I need to spend my EI money on; buying the same hat twice which I won't be able to wear until the spring as it's now too cold to wear it anyway. What happened to the gorgeous 16C weather from a few days ago? UGH.
Anyway, I have to go to the malls anyway as I wanna go get my hair done today, so I might as well make a whole shopping trip out of it. I need to buy myself some nice things cuz honestly I've been through such shit this past month and I could really use some nice stuff to cheer me up, reward myself for putting up with this crap.
Oh, and hey, the latest show Mike's been working on opens tonight so I have to go see it even though I REALLY don't want to, it's 2 hours & 15 minutes long and has no intermission, and it's about Israel and Palestine relations, OH JOY. Also, Mike's pointed out that the play leans more toward the pro-Palestine view, so that means I'll probably have to deal with some anti-Israel bullshit tonight, which is FANTASTIC. Uggggggh.

I'm going to smoke a HUGE-ass joint before going so I don't lose my mind anymore than I already have.

Then there's tomorrow, I have a fundraiser to go to all the way in the DDO! Yay, so I get to take the bus to the West Island in this state of sickness, and then alll the way back which will be the BEST part because heading downtown by bus from the West Island on a Saturday night is SHEER HELL even when you're totally healthy---it's PACKED with drunken teenagers itching to party it up downtown. I don't know how I'm going to handle it.
The fundraiser sounds like it's going to be fucking awesome, but considering how sick I feel, the LAST thing I feel like doing is trekking out to the West Island and back from downtown. FUCK.

Oh, and I can't cancel/back out on any of these events seeing as I already have tickets bought for everything!

This is certainly going to be one fucked up weekend. I have a feeling I'm going to be sleeping all day on Sunday, oy.

There's soooo much more shit I wanna rant and moan about, but I'm tired of typing.

Comments

[sourdick.livejournal.com]

Whats the fundraiser? Are you taking the 470? Its not so bad

[bee-york.livejournal.com]

The fundraiser is for palative care. And yes, the 470 IS that bad-- I mean, it's fast, but it's also crowded and I don't know if I'll get a seat. The thought of standing the whole way to DDO in pain does NOT excite me at all. Still, that's not half as bad as the way back is going to be----PACKED WITH DRUNKEN TEENAGERS. Tell me a bus filled with drunken teenagers isn't hell on Earth! And having to deal with that while being sick on top of it!

[rilms.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[bee-york.livejournal.com]

Awww thanks! :)