What the hell is going on with today?!
Feb. 2nd, 2010 01:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bee_yorkAs if I'm not anxious and pissed off enough about what's happening with the neighbours, I go check my balance on my bank account online to see how much spare cash I have exactly to last me until my next pay cheque (which is in 1.5 weeks). After my rent cheque goes through, I should have somewhere in the range of $60-$70 to last me for the next 12 days or so.
But no. I just got charged $114 for my student loan payment, even though I already paid it this month. I guess I'm on some kind of automatic payment plan that I didn't know about. Whatever, it doesn't matter--what's done is done, and now I don't have enough cash left to pay my rent. My rent cheque is going to bounce. WHAT THE FUCK. I e-mailed Mike at work to see if he can lend me some money to pay the rent--if he can't, I'll have to take a cash advance on my credit card to deposit into my account to make sure the rent cheque doesn't bounce. LUCKILY I just happen to have enough space on one of my credit cards to do this--the other one is maxed out.
Fuck, working only part-time *really* sucks hardcore.
What the hell is going on with today?!?! I've been counting down to this day for months now. It's not supposed to suck so much!
I guess I should look at the bright side---if I didn't have Lost to look forward to tonight, I should think of how much suckier this day would be, how much more frustrated I would be with all these slights and fucks-up. At least today I have my favourite thing in the world awaiting me in 8 hours. So no matter how much today sucks, there is going to be some awesomeness at the end of it.
And at least my OCD has been behaving itself these days. I'd rather be harassed by my neighbours and have cheques bounce and be anxious about money & tickets for noise violations that I never violated in the first place rather than have OCD hanging over my head. So today really isn't sucking as badly as it could be.
I'm still in a shitty mood though. Sometimes that's hard to shake, no matter how positive your thinking is, no matter how lucky you know you are!
But no. I just got charged $114 for my student loan payment, even though I already paid it this month. I guess I'm on some kind of automatic payment plan that I didn't know about. Whatever, it doesn't matter--what's done is done, and now I don't have enough cash left to pay my rent. My rent cheque is going to bounce. WHAT THE FUCK. I e-mailed Mike at work to see if he can lend me some money to pay the rent--if he can't, I'll have to take a cash advance on my credit card to deposit into my account to make sure the rent cheque doesn't bounce. LUCKILY I just happen to have enough space on one of my credit cards to do this--the other one is maxed out.
Fuck, working only part-time *really* sucks hardcore.
What the hell is going on with today?!?! I've been counting down to this day for months now. It's not supposed to suck so much!
I guess I should look at the bright side---if I didn't have Lost to look forward to tonight, I should think of how much suckier this day would be, how much more frustrated I would be with all these slights and fucks-up. At least today I have my favourite thing in the world awaiting me in 8 hours. So no matter how much today sucks, there is going to be some awesomeness at the end of it.
And at least my OCD has been behaving itself these days. I'd rather be harassed by my neighbours and have cheques bounce and be anxious about money & tickets for noise violations that I never violated in the first place rather than have OCD hanging over my head. So today really isn't sucking as badly as it could be.
I'm still in a shitty mood though. Sometimes that's hard to shake, no matter how positive your thinking is, no matter how lucky you know you are!
