Aug. 26th, 2009

bee_york: (Gaius Baltar)
I...I'm just so tired. I can't even think. Lesson-planning is impossible. Luckily, I'm only MEETING the students tomorrow. I don't have any actual classes with them until next week.
I had today off (part-timers for the win...or fail, depending on how you look at it), so I went to my mum's school and picked up a SHITLOAD of awesome ESL goodness that's really going to help me out, and A was there and omg that girl is just a DOLL and she gave me a guide of tips to help me out with the grade 1 and 2 groups, I am so grateful and happy and optimistic and TIRED.

I haven't a single Effexor pill in about 2 weeks now and OMG I'm starting to feel it. :( The drop in serotonin may have been gradual but it's starting to become quite noticeable in the mental sense. No more dizzyness nor 'brain zaps', but helllloooo random sad feelings. :( I've been quite down this week, and awfully irritable, which may seem strange considering how frakking awesome my life has been, but the brain works the way it does and that's that. I'm happy that everything in my life is finally falling into place so wonderfully and perfectly, but my brain's working with a different amount of chemicals now, so I gotta deal with that.
It's like when your life is being all awesome and amazing, then you get a migraine. Yes it's temporary and it's not the end of the world but that doesn't make it any more pleasant to have to deal with. Although a migraine only lasts a few hours, while the different stages of medication withdrawal last weeks or months. Sigh.

I have a lot of work to do, but I'm squeezing [livejournal.com profile] rilms into my schedule for a short visit tomorrow evening, 'cause after that there's his going-away party and then Sunday he's back in Ontario for a good while, so I gotta see him when I can!
I'm excited for the party...a few hours into it I'm going to be bar-hopping between there (Brutopia) and another one just across the parking lot (Grumpys) 'cause Andrée's boyfriend's band is playing and there's no cover, so hurrah! Running back and forth ftw.
I'm worried about how tired and dead and exhausted and drained I'm going to be, though. Friday, the end of my first work week, getting up at 6 AM and all that...oh man, I gotta drown myself in caffeine all day, haha. And try and get to bed really early tonight AND tomorrow...although it's already past 7 pm and I'm downing the coffee like a goon, so I don't see myself dozing off peacefully at 10 or anything like that.

Speaking of sleep, this morning I went back to sleep after the alarm went off for Mike (the GOOD side of being a part-timer, I must say! lol) and I had a nightmare that I was on Caprica when the Cylons nuke it. It was scary at the time, but when I woke up I thought it was a pretty awesome nightmare to have.
bee_york: (Just For Laughs!)
This is really old but sooooo hilarious, and maybe some of you haven't seen it yet:

http://peer-see.com/blog/chumble-spuzz/2006/07/09/

I looked it up for my ex last night and once again lol'd to the point of tears when I read it. It just honestly never gets old!

Please enjoy your daily dose of WTF. ;)

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